Wednesday, September 24, 2008

bits and pieces

I am failing at sleep right now. Infuriating for many reasons, including the fact that I just spent a day in a state of total exhaustion. My mind full of nonsense. An email I sent but hours ago to a frustrating hired hand makes me feel what I hope is an unwarranted sense of doom. Other stupid things/people coming out in the wash work wise which feels good but then feels... dirty. Feeling very worn down and prickly with guilt.

Also failing miserably at friendship and correspondence... but that's nothing new.

Failing at ridding myself of whatever it is I so happen to read up on... candida, toxic waste, evil sugar addictions.

Failing to know what I am working towards but working towards it all the while.

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